如果有一天 我失忆了

An interesting thought come over to my mind
dreamy boy, started to dream what would happen
if I lost my memory someday...

I might find myself woke up in a room,
people around me are wearing whites
and I m laying on the bed
I might wonder who am I

All of sudden
tones and tones of questions came up to my mind
suffering headache and thinking
what kind of world is this
why am I feeling such pain
terrified and totally lost

Is there anyone able to answer my questions


or even more serious case

I might even forgotten how to walk
what are humans
how to eat, shit, sleep...
how to speak, read and understand ppl's talks
blurr and blank in my mind...

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ei? 我在那里？ 这是哪里？
怎么眼睛都卡不清楚啊？

桌上这个玩意儿是什么？
戴在头上吗？
咦？好像戴在眼睛 看得比较清楚

心里好多疑问
这是什么？那是什么？
怎么四周都怪怪的
好多问号
天啊, 头都快爆了.....!!
救命!!

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Maybe I wouldn't know I used to behave
I might have new personalities
I might act like a children
everything starts from baby level and
easy to be influenced by people around


what about people around me?
how will they respond to me?
and when they do
how will I respond back to them?


at that time, will I work hard to gain back my memory?
how will I do it, will I ever succeed?
who else will help me achieving it?

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我以前到底是一个怎样的人
我有几个朋友呢？
我的朋友们 怎么认识的呀？
他们样子长得怎样？

我应该寻找去我遗失的记忆吗？
万一, 我找到的以前 是很悲哀的那怎么办？

你是谁？
什么叫做信任？我又可以相信谁?
有点寂寞, 四周都很陌生

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and I might end up,
feeling afraid to find out about the past

unless there is still little pieces of memory stored inside my head
otherwise... ... I will lost myself forever...