Free Bakuteh =/= Good meal

It was yesterday I went Klang, 巴生福建会馆
somewhere near Centro Building.
They named it as "Pesta Ba Kut Teh"
where U get to taste around 30 stalls of bakuteh
from all over Klang and some from PJ area, Subang!

After tasting it, ppl get to vote for their favorite stall
and there are also judges to judge....
Ermm, just like singging competition la..project superstar?
but this one is something like project Bakuteh...
Judges vote how many % and audience how many % bla bla bla...

Alrite! that's not the thing I want to strengthen on after all...

I feel so upset with the environment and services.

I feel that I am even worst than a beggar.

Sooooooooooo many ppl queing at almost all 30 stalls.
Cut que here cut que there...watdaheck!
No bowl dont get to eat?

Fed up and end up queing for Yau Char Kwai 油条 with my brother

Alrite yes, now I got my polystyrene bowl after finishing 油条
and I went queing for BKT with brother
Really sui, the que almost reach me!
and the judges call for all the chef for presentation of their BKT on stage

Worst thing come next,
I got call from dad, they manage to get BKT from other stall
I decided to ask for some rice before the chef left.
and they say cant!!!
even the maid who giving out rice oso give me 脸色
F****** alrite scratch that...I m not like the kind who swear do I?
Now U noe how do I feel at that time.
Angry! but is a public place, I jz show my upset look...
I walk away, scramble the polystyrene bowl and throw it on the floor.

Am I worst than a beggar?
That really spoils my mood for the day...

I should had trusted my 'human instinct' earlier,
I thought I dont want to go for any of the food in there
and just wanted to leave early.
But the others are eating, what can i do ?
standing aside leaving my stomach empty?
dailou! is morning breakfast!

But I regret after that, I should had just starved myself till we leave...

【B】d@y 【P】resent

My cute 'dumpling' birthday present for myself. =.="

Got it accidentally after basketball sessions.
So stupid me! Stupid soil/groud/floor! =(
Now I can't go anywer but to stay at home.
But still I can be a lazy pig and
watching my brothers working in farm with dad =P *evil grin*
pity pity ~ aikz~ too bad I cant be helpful with this dumpling...

It's a birthday but staying sounds sad rite?
In fact, I feel happy after seeing
bday wishes flooded my wall in facebook.
So excited that I like-ed every post and reply every each of it.
So happy but so paiseh.. hahaha...

Today is the third day since I hurt my leg.
And it is recovering.
Hopefully I can make it in time for the outing with friends.
T^T coz I already going to missed the dinner with BBT gang 2mr night.

Credits goes to
The model, "Akipo-the bear" own by "Lim Zhao Ying"
The photographer "Lim Zhao Ying"

【r】0j@【k】 2

Another record of my dream....It might be boring for readers to read...
Just ignore if dont feel like it...paiseh paiseh a =3

• I move to a new places. But not too far away from my initial home.

• My new home, i saw related numbers: 【73】-No.46

(I wonder what 73 means but 46 is definitely the house number.)
(QUICK!! U can buy TOTO/MAGNUM/4D!!! )
(dun blame me for not winning but spend me some nice treats if u win! lol)

• Is a much smaller house. Very much smaller.

• But all of us seems excited about it, or maybe should say...
  

(not feeling upset about the smaller house.)

• Big bro changed his workplace! and now he is working in 'Penang' =.="

• And he is driving to-and-for between JJR and Penang everyday.

(I guess Penang is not very far from JJR, in my dream! LOL)

• We move house on the same day big bro start his 1st day work in Penang,

• so big bro doesnt noe where is the new house located. LOL

(very illogical I know, sounds like we suddenly just tot of moving, and he is not informed)

• and So, mom, me and kp waiting for big bro at a park nearby our new home.

• I saw a lot people are taking drugs, smokings,
  

(OH MAN!! IN THE PARK!)

• almost everyone is holding a cigarette in their hand!

• Even kids/teens younger than me.

• Then I saw 'supplier' walking around, selling drugs, in a syringe.

(Okay, but those phenomenon doesnt seem wrong at all in the dream).

• I realize there is a McD nearby my house! lol

• I fought with some bad guys. and even the Ogre from Ragnarok battle offline.

(LOL stabbing with a short knife, just like how theif/assasin did)

**************************************************
(wonder why suddenly the scene has changed from here) =.="

• My first day to school? or uni? I wonder. I was holding a bag la anyway..On the way to classes, saw a very special person..how special? I duno, this is a dream!

• Meet the person twice in a day. Too bad I woke up early.

• Otherwise I might be able to find out more stories about the person.

Dear Dream Fairy/Angel/God if there is any,
ARR, I wish I could write more about this.

Weird eh, throughout the dream I never step into the new house, not even one step!
But just looking at the window. And then the scene changes when door is opening.

【r】0j@【k】

Bits of the dream I had this morning, hmm
Or should I say last night? hahaha let's take it as recently la..

Kinda messy, I oni can recall a bit and a bit...

• I live in a Big mansion - UK-liked, like those u see in batman's movie
  
• I play basketball - lol maybe this one is from 【Buzzer Beat】
• I had been adopted by ang mo parents? or my parents turn into ang mo?
• I dont allowed to go outside of house most of the time.
• One night, I saw a Crystal Ball fall from sky, and I went outside
• Pick up the ball of crystal, and trying to throw back up into the sky
• but it falls, broken and scattered everywhere on the floor
• and at this time, an elder ang mo lady standing at the gate looking at me
• I run towards her and follow her back into house.
• I called her "mom"? but she din response to me
  
• and she stared at me, showing that she is unhappy coz I went outdoor

Before this there are still more bits which I cant really recall...
"Sylvester browsing which drama to watch by flipping through a photo album?"
"I says, Watch this!! Buzzer Beat nice! lol"
hmm nothing else...aiks...

Somehow, I keep thinking about
superman and batman stories in my head after writing this post.
like Smallville? the kryptonite? lol

Well, guess what we see in dream are usually illogical...
IF we are having a logical dream, would it be abnormal den?
hehehe :3

【I】nception vs 【E】xtraction

Speaking of the word Inception, I havent watch the movie yet!
Hm, I shall start looking for seeds to download it soon. kekeke

Few days ago, MyFM wake me up from dream.
(DJs did this to me everyday - actually is the alarm clock.. :3)
It was the conversation about a thing call "Dream Recorder"

I dont know how the topic was arise, was it from 皇宫灿烂?

And then, I went google for it - "Dream Recorder"

Found this interesting article....

Forget Inception, Try Extraction: Dream Recorder is 'Possible'

Sounds cool eh?
I am getting bad at remembering my dream since I am back to Malaysia.

Perhaps I start to have lots more of thoughts coming into my head once I woke up.
And this make me hard to recall...I guess?

In the previous lifestyle, my life is kinda simple,
eat sleep eat sleep, study a bit and watch drama...

Not much communication with people around me
maybe one or two on skype or msn
and almost everyday is quite the same thing...

Boring? but actually I find this quite peaceful for me... :3

Check out the article! :D
is not long, just a very short one ;)
and I guess it will also interest u!

【B】uzzer 【B】eat 零秒出手

Niceee~~~
Is definitely another memorable drama!!
Well, at least for me it is!
Somehow it just triggered my sense of passion with basketball.

Finished off the last episode last night,
and couldn't wait to get my hands on ball.
Woke up early in the morning, 6.30 lol
is early! and is holiday! so I am early!

Body condition 100%
Shooting percentage 60%~ lol
quite unbelievable, like that feeling Ssssooooooooo much~~~ XP


Touching Love Stories...pretty young lady...well I m not sure the age
but she does look pretty isnt it? =3
How much I wish to meet her in dream~ LOL LOL

Just kiding...
Kitagawa-san, daijoubu~ Boku wa hentai janai =3




~Kitagawa Keiko~

Found this lil chart through google..hehehe
that explains a lil of the drama

【N】ever 【R】egret

I feel grateful to friends who came today. :D
TQTQTQTQ~ u noe who u r :P
It was suppose to be a surprise,
though I noe it earlier I still being surpris-ed~ LOL



Leaving BBT for 10 months,
feel a bit left out, gotta need some "ketchup" (catch up),
but today somehow the laughing and woo-ing sound...
retrieve back our memories back in 2 years ago.. :3

I never regret coming back and join u guys for the BIG day :)
I enjoy it very much!!! :D

However, I do caught myself in a dilemma...
which I don't like it much. :/

When it comes to Family ? or Friends?
Haha, I guess not oni me who experience that.

I apologize if I had said or done something wrong
or even not behaving well enough...
Forgive me for my ignorant & immature behavior.
Peace, :)

Photo shooting part make me start my "Time Travel Machine"
when was the last time we get to gather around
and have fun like we did today?

and then I started to travel back in the Time... :3

It's another piece of memorable memory

Although, everyone is leaving for different path,
it's enough as long as we know each other is still doing fine...
Good luck everyone~
All da best :)


PS. am i getting older? arr I need to "Time Travel" more frequently :P

【ＬＩＥ】

I tell lies, lots of lies, and make excuses...
Perhaps that's the way to protect myself
while stepping into working society.
I guess I am doing fine at this.
DON'T FORGET!
That's because I am a c0ck3r~
a not bad one... LOL

QUICK! Congratz me!
I m no longer addicted to Facebook!
WOOHOOO!!!

It's been one month I work as a clerk.
Is a good training for me to multi-task?
perhaps a lil bit.
But, I know I "blow-water" a lot.
Still, at a very low 'key' la...

I tell a lot of lies.
and starting to attract lots of flies.
LOL. it just rhymes.

It's a strategy to survive.
You never let the others know too much about you.
Creating "mysterious" appearance is a good one.
Otherwise, you must "cock" a big story.

Well, at least I can be myself when I am with
my family and dearest friends.

End of October, Early November will be the end.
I will have 1 and half month time left.
Maybe I will have great plan for myself at that time?
Woo...I was thinking...thinking...wanna...hahaha
S-E-C-R-E-T...

I've lost contact with quite a lot people recently.
I hope everyone is doing fine.

Miina-san~ O genki des kaaaaaaa?????
watashi mo genki des~

Thanks to Yanyee telling me about the convocation
Thanks to Kenyu helping me with the registration
Thanks to "Rina?" "Rena" to help me with the confirmation
and now I am watching television... lol
I mean waiting for Inform-ation =3

Of course I wanna join Taylors!
Instead of joinning March's =.="

Frenz in uk, take care!
Kinda miss the life there...

Coughing sucks~

Yea, SUCKS!!! Just like how you do it with
the straw with "liong shui suet" or "barley beng".
Alrite, that doesnt make any point here,
just being lame again, XD that's myself.

Stupid coughing, make me missed the chance to go BROGA
together with BBT gang, haizz...bet they had a good time this morning.
Hope not much bitten by mosquitoes, LOL.

Been coughing for whole week, it started with headache on Saturday
and then keep coughing on Sunday. I ATE MEDICINE!
But it still don't look good. Because the next day...
Gotta go for my second working day~ GG
(btw I started my work last friday...)

Dont think is a wise choice to take MC,
for the sake of having a good image.

Sick+work= weight loss

73kg! The very standard weight I like,
had now become 69kg. Girls, jealous? lol
But I dont want back to the skinny keeshen like last time.
I want fats and muscle! I want to be strong!
But no time to workout, =(

Let's talk a lil bit about my workplace...
9 working tables, 5 workers including me, a room for director.
It's just a small lil office space.

Two colleagues going to leave on next week Wednesday.
Meaning there is only left 3 people in that lil office.
Manager, Senior and me.
Does that sounds like a GG to me?
very high probability... =,="
But still, depends on the situation 1st say.
Miracles do happen some time.

Heard lots of scary experience from colleagues about the manager
Some funny things happens in the workplace,
and what they not satisfied with the manager.
I am glad that they actually told me so many things
Even though I just joined them for few days.
But it feels like we already known for weeks.
I am happy that they trust me and wouldn't back stab them
(mr manager likes to asked ppl and talk face to face in room)
They are very friendly people and of course,
I know what I should and what I shouldn't say
in front of colleagues or manager.

As for now, my work is kinda simple,
but that's the first part, still....
mr manager didnt really rush me to finish it.
(lim..try to push, push it further)
Well, does that consider as rushing me?
At least his tone of saying it doesn't sounds like that.

Hopefully I can get used to the working days soon.
Waking up in 6 and have to take ktm in half asleep mode is quite torturing.
Come on! I used to wake up in 5.30am for 5 years!!
Waking up in 6am shouldnt be a problem la!
I need some more time...to sleep...erm.. i mean..to get used to working life..
LOL LOL~

【 F】ｒｉｄａｙ

"Hi."

door opens

"Thanks."

"pls enter that room and fill up the forms on the table"

"alrite"

after around 5 minutes

"are you ready to start?"

"yeah sure. sorry I am late"

"is alrite, where are you from?"

"Jenjarom"

"So how do you came here?"

"erm by public transport"

"So if you are selected and you will come
to-and-for by public transport?"

"Yeah, most probably, maybe later on
I will try to find a room nearby"

bla bla bla bla...

"how would you rate yourself?"

"erm, Moderate."

"What are your strengths and weaknesses?"

"Erm, I would say based on my result
financial reporting is my strength whereas
audit and tax are my weakness"

GG...suddenly duno why I would say that...
bla bla bla bla bla.....

"so tell me something about urself"

pause for a few seconds....

"erm, erm...."
"i am from xxx and currently jz finished my degree..."

repeated what I jz said earlier...

"well erm during the period I searching for job"
"I helped out dad in farm, yeap, working in farm,
but just half a day"

"half a day only?"

"yea, it doesnt take long, the farm is not to
say very big after all"

"so what you suppose to do in the farm?"

"well erm, I dont know how to say.. erm"
"when the workers CUT down the FRUIT"
"seeds are scattered everywhere, and my job is to pick that up"
"and bring to the factory"

"for weighing?"

"yea yea."

OMG!!!! the word 'harvest' jz dont appear in my mind
but glad that he doesnt mind that.

bla bla bla bla bla...

"ok, thanks for coming, I shall call you if you are selected"

"Thank you so much!"

【S】orry

I am here to apologize...

if I happen to offense anyone.
if I had done anything wrong.
If I had said something wrong.
if I had left out anyone for anything.
if I had forgotten the updates you told me.
if I should had done something but I didn't.
if I should had done something better but I didn't.
if I happen to ask the same question several times.
if I had forgotten that I havent update myself with you.




Please forgive for my forgetfulness and careless.


Cheers.







PS. oh shit! lil tummy is coming out! gotta do more crunches from tomorrow onwards,
oh wait! is 3.36am now, from TODAY onwards!!!

Wanna build some nice abs before he is back. =P
Although I know is not so possible.

【I】Ｍｉｓｓｅｄ Ｉｔ！

T.T feeling bad. couldnt get to sleep.
I missed it, I missed the chance to say goodbye
Shud had make a phone call.
It's gone now, the flight already depart.
I bet the plane is passing by India now.
I wont forget you!

Take care!!
:'-(

【Ｔ】ｒｉｅｄ

no reply from companies

and

no reply from you

>,<

【S】ense

my invisible Antenna, Sensors, Detectors or anything u want to call it as,

It is telling me that, NEXT WEEK! gonna be a busy week for YOU!

(if the interview is a success...)

Made a couple applications on Jobstreet last week

(after nagging by dad for so long.. :/)

and Few days ago I got a phone call from one of the company,

hiring temporary account clerk until December.

How coincidence!! The working period is just what I am looking for!

But, I really wish they had added a word "assistant" at the job title.

Located in PJ, oh god! If I can drive...

My driving couldn't convince dad yet, couldn't even convince myself!

Might look for some "room to rent" sign board if the interview is a succeed.

After reading ewen's blog, I afraid the same fate would happen to me...zzzz

Lesson from dad, "you don't expect a just born baby to crawl or run"

Hm, too direct translation from hokkien make not much sense eh?

But I think you know what I mean.

At least, they would train me a lil before giving me bunch of works?

ok ok ok, maybe I shouldn't be thinking too much

Interview is on next week Monday,

"The company" haven't accept me as their worker yet. =P

【Tien Wah】

The job ad for Dekon Group suppose to end yesterday,

If I dont get any calls from them today or tomorrow

Guess that means I am out of the list.

Strategic place!! come on! accept me la...

Located in Menara Sunway,

Just next to pyramid, next to Sunway Lagoon!

At least it is easier for me to take public transport daily,

or maybe find a room to stay for months.

2mr gonna enjoy my time in Genting, wakaka till saturday..

Sunday, will be the busy day

searching for the exact location of Tien Wah,

visiting Subang to get a laptop for bro =)

another 【D】

hm hm, let's update my blog a lil by telling stories...
the 【D】ream I had this morning :)

日有所思 也有所梦

This doesn't happened every time,
But it DOES happen for sometime.

First part,

I was cycling, mountainside?
Not really mountainside...looks more like a garden, a maze?
but the roads and path are going up and down...
arr..scenes in the my dreams are weird.
It's hard to describe, use your imagination. =P

And, I was 3G-ing with a person using my phone, LOL
weird enough but lovely~
Although it just happen for few minutes.
etc etc etc etc....canot share much =P

second part,
went to run an errand for dad in Tanjung Sepat,
and I actually ride to that place instead of drive.

riding motorbike to such distance not so possible in reality
. LOL

I suppose to take the goods and exchange for others in a shop,
shop that sell threads and some sewing stuffs.
and 'surprise' to see my dad is in the shop as well.
=.=" I asked, why do you ask me to run this errand for you
since you are coming for this shop yourself =.="
He just smiled and turn away (zzz dream...)
BUT, I saw someone interesting in that shop =)

new member to the 【C】hicky family

All these happened in two weeks ago (if I am not mistaken...)
It is a miracle for "him/her" to survive!
Out of 5 eggs - 3 failed, 1 hatched but stupid hen step/sit on it and ends up dead.
Left the one and only one dropped on the floor, cracked a lil..
But eventually, with the care and love from Dr. Lim. LOL (not me...)
the egg hatched successfully and poof...(see the following picture...)



(this is how it looks like after 2 weeks...)

Dr. Lim was the one who witness the process (I guess...)
Hence, we now promote him to be the chicky's father.
and let the wife be the chicky's mother as well. XD


Perhaps lil chicky will make a good mascot for DIGI's ad
"I will follow you...~~"
hahaha, look at the video below and u know what I mean.. =P









took some pictures while playing with 'him/her' this evening...

【S】ｕｎｄａｙ

The "bitch" that I had went together with Jenjarom Gang on Sunday

First of all, late meeting in the meeting spot, my bad,

I'm here to apologize. Sorry ... :( but I got a valid reason. hehe

Did we had a great time there?

well, sort of.. hahaha

Thanks to CK we get the chance to explore a lil in the "palm tree"

Frankly speaking, the atmosphere in there feels so serious to me,

feel so tense, so quiet.. perhaps too high class...

not so suitable for us young teenager to have fun around..

along the "tree trunk", we got double storey rooms,

and the leaves part are single storey room.

but according to CK,

for double storey doesnt mean u get two room for one unit

the upper level and lower level are consider as separate unit.

(which different than I thought earlier)

what we did...

volleyball, photo shooting, eliminating junk foods, swimming...

volleyball - eat sands every time u whack the ball :P LOL

photo shooting - ppl jump around and get the best shot LENG!

eliminating junk food - CK, the noble man willing to sacrifice for us. LOL

Swimming - AKY, KIAT and CK enjoyed floating on the water, i guess?

Dinner at Tanjung Sepat.

Cabut~ balik kampung...and I forgotten about the lucky draw

(mystery gifts) that I had prepared for everyone :(

PS. it's been very very long time since the last time we chat in msn, how r u??!?!

*some pictures to share*

I am back =)

Few days ago, ask me when? 15 jul..
what's my 1st meal? Steamboat.
Am I experiencing Jetlag? Nope.

Why I lie?
Because I got nothing better to do!
Sorry la, I jz feeling bored.
Internet here doesn't satisfy me!
Got some problem with my laptop.
software or hardware problem?
I think both T.T

That's why, I give up loading facebook page
Give up streaming anime.
Give up writing post. zzzz
lazy..


How do I feel when I 1st reach home?
Everything still seem familiar to me.

Life in UK, everything I had experienced
feels like a long dream I had, a 10 months dream...
when I woke up, lying on my bed...
looking at the familiar ceiling patterns in my room...

"it's a long...long... dream......"

P.S I am using big bro pc while he is working. keke :P

【M】emories

"有人收藏黄金宝石
而我 收藏 【记忆】"
～ 吴宗憲～

记忆就是一把钥匙
有时候...
可以因为一首歌曲、
或是一个画面、
又或者是一种味道等等...
就能够打开脑海的宝箱，
让我们回到过去...

【ｗ】ａｉｔｉｎｇ．．．

Faster faster!! Faster arrive!!
I noe is not possible but I still wish I can tidy up my stuffs
as soon as possible...


the wonderful bag! Are you on the way dy?
It's Sunday, the seller probably haven dispatch the goods yet.
=(

Dad are saying I am being lazy and not keeping my stuffs properly
But I need to know how much space can it save
and then arrange for the other items as well.



I m bored, got nothing to blog... ... ... for now... ...

PS: I might be lying~

hehe
=P

【H】ｏｕｓｅ ２１

Jz moved to a new house in Carroll Court 2 days ago,
everything settle down?
Well not really, my stuffs are still messy like hell.




My room is much smaller as compare to last one.
But that doesnt bother me in anyway.

Jz bought a few vacuum storage bag from ebay,
waiting for it to arrive, so that I can pack easier.
And, amazing-ly~ alot of space will be save!!
(after i seeing hwee demonstrate how to use it)
So COOL!!!!
I m looking forward into it.
HAHA~


and,
I am using that as excuse for not tidy up my stuffs again.
waiting for the wonderful-storage-bag to be arrived.
LOL

P.S: got a quite scary housemate downstairs...zzZ
but that's alrite, coz I am leaving to another place soon, hahaha. =P

a dream I had in Dublin

summary,

I had a dream where I went for a trip, organize by UWE,
visiting overseas countries,
unexpectedly, Malaysia is one of the destination,
and Jenjarom is actually one of the attraction to be visited =.="
perhaps is because the FGS Dong Zen Temple... ZZzzZZzzzz
(weird, but this is a dream after all)

So, I took the chance, and went back to my home...

On the way back, there was an interruption happened (一个小插曲)
cant recall much about it,

【something】is chasing after me, I was with my sister,
I asked my sis to cycle on the bike 1st etc etc, cant remember well...

but the important thing is, I did a irresponsible thing,
lefting my sis cycling on the road by herself,
while I am escaping from that【something】in friends' car...
I had almost forgotten about her...

and then when friend reminded me,
I ran back to the path we just took and search for her, LOL

and I made her cry.. =.="

.......

I reached home, and I met mom and dad,
and... T.T
but weird, big bro is not around...perhaps still working...

a lil update

went to Ireland last week,
visited Dublin and Belfast
it was a great trip but tiring.

Dublin doesnt interest me in any way,
luckily in Belfast, we visited the 【Giant Causeway】
well known attractions, known as one of the world heritage.
The tour to GC just makes the trip worthwhile.

Something to share...

1.) One of the night in Dublin,
had two dreams in a row, very unexpected dream...
details, tell u next time... =P

2.) "I saw a dog running freely, and his owner riding on a bicycle! so cool!!
that dog was able to run ahead of his owner, cross street by itself,
and has very good self-control, and I start imagine will I have a dog as obedient as that?"

3.) On the way to rope bridge and then GC,
"I saw a big red cross on the sheep's ass, LOL,
that's how they put a marked on the sheep, =P"

4.) While visiting Carrick-a-Rede Rope Bridge,
"A boy was counting step on the stairs, boy:'thirty-six, thirty-seven, thirty-eight, thirty-nine, thirty-TEN...' "



***********************************************************************

Currently, busy packing to move house 2mr,
contract in Carroll Court just ended,
and I m going to move to new place, I paid extra 50 compare to hwee and elbert,
wonder what accomodation will they provide to me?
Student Village (high standard one), or Carroll Court again (medium standard one)??
hahaha...

【C】 for ？

Am I confuse again?

Why is it so complicated....

o(>w<)0

才离开没多久就开始
担心今天的你过得好不好
整个画面是你
想你想的睡不着
嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样
还有在你身上香香的味道
我的快乐是你
想你想的都会笑
没有你在我有多难熬
(没有你在我有多难熬多烦恼)
没有你烦我有多烦恼
(没有你烦我有多烦恼多难熬)
穿过云层
我试着努力向你奔跑
爱才送到
你却已在别人怀抱
就是开不了口
让她知道
我一定会呵护着你
也逗你笑
你对我有多重要
我后悔没 让你知道
安静的听你撒娇
看你睡着 一直到老
就是开不了口 让她知道
就是那么简单几句 我办不到
整颗心悬在半空
我只能够 远远看着
这些我都做得到
但那个人已经不是我

【S】pecial 【F】ans

还蛮开心的
哈哈哈
没想到
我会得到这一个
【头号】

这几个礼拜的等待
算值得啦
呵呵呵

可能他/她们就是在等着
把那演奏做成
第100th个网路表演

~感恩万分~

Autumn's concerto 2

每次看完了戏剧
都一定会觉得很不舍得
尤其是非常非常好看的
大结局了
晚上睡觉都会梦到
听到主题曲也会想到
听到插曲戏剧的画面又出现在脑海

为什么好的戏剧就不能多拍几集叻?

不过看了【下一站，幸福】之 制作特辑
看到了演员们的用心 与 工作人员
挺感动的...
...冬天...暖暖包...毛衣...等等...

Autumn's concerto 1

最近迷上了这台剧...
【失忆】在里头 被形容得很好
让我再度幻想 之前我写过的帖子
哈哈哈 很好奇 很奇妙
总觉得 那感觉是一种很独特的
但是，当然我并不想要有这样的经验

刚刚看了第十二集，一半
当失忆者碰到他已忘记的人
而那被遗忘的却又不想被失忆者想起的时候
和他在一起，感觉就像和一个计时炸弹一样
因为随时，失忆者都会突然想起以前的事... ...

挺紧张的... =3

笑话一则?

其实这故事的来源, 还挺浪漫的...也许该说, 感人、感恩

有一个公主，他被魔王抓走了

魔王，一脸邪恶的样子，对着公主说:"

你尽管叫破喉咙！
没有人会来救你！！
”

接着公主就大叫:"
【破喉咙】！【破喉咙】！
"

结果...
【没有人】出现了...

=3

【小玉】说

宪：

可是,寻找梦想...好像..有点难...
该怎么去辨认,哪个才是真正的梦想?
>___<



玉:

那就要先看你的兴趣是什么？
你对未来的生活抱有一个怎样的画面和想法？
不急的，慢慢来～ ^ ^

be 【m】ature

wrote a long post this afternoon
removed the post at night

thanks for reminding me not to be childish!



p.s: dear sister, goodluck in exam!!

来 拜 die bye guai night

Exam 来来,
I do 拜拜,
Exam question die die,
Finish the paper 就 bye bye,
Now only can guai guai,
Repay for 'sleeping debts" - good night



eat sleep eat sleep eat sleep eat sleep
and do whatever I want.
Resit? result out jor 1st say. =3

writing each 【POST】 for each 【PAST】

36? 38? WTF?
that was the marks I estimate I will get
Of course I hope I can be more optimistic with the estimation
but, the 1st question already lose confidence
I know from the beginning I couldnt get it right
So, my B/S is expected to be unbalance

The questions are consider easy this time
BUT! I couldn't recall much from what I had study previously
There is one, written 13 marks,
but my work done seems incomplete
something is missing but I just couldn't recall
It's over now, I don't even dare to check with the notes
Because it might spoil my mood even further

Hot days recently..

serious, free sauna in Carrol Court

The main problem is the air circulation is not good
no fan, no wind, sweating, half naked lol lol
therefore, I went ebay yesterday
and won bidding a USB fan.
cost me 2 us dollar = roughly 1.5 pound
USB fan, faster come to me!
show me what u are capable to do!! =3

Took a short nap after lunch
because didn't slept much last night
Now the head get a bit heavy,
feeling dizzy...zzzzZZZZzzzZZZzz
Perhaps is because of the weather
The exact feeling I felt last time
when I took nap in the afternoon,
at SJ house.
I can hardly bare with the weather here
what happens if I am back Malaysia in current condition?
LOL... GG

Last subject to go!!
created new folder at my 'desktop'
puts in all AIC stuffs I can gather,
and just hope for the best.

yosh~
Minna, ishioni ganbaro!!!!!

Google Pacman!!

Celebrating 30th Anniversary for PACMAN - by Google
-I only found out this is for the anniversary after youtube-ing it-




I posted the video above, Because the quality is better.
But I can play better than that player ! =P

got prove one arr.... XP

Actually I tried quite a few time to get perfect life =P

【Ｌ】ucks and 【Ｂ】lessings

||- - - - - - - -LuCks - - - - & - - - Bl3Ss!nGs - - - - - - - - ||


I gotta say, Thanks for the Lucks
Don't know where it come from
And the Blessings,
from ahGong ahMa, 'datuk', God, Angels, etc etc...

Not to the extent that need to use the word 'Despair'
Not that serious, but I am almost Lost
Last night, while I was looking through Past Year Paper
My mind start to dream.

I actually dream that how will it be If I gotta resit this paper
I haven't put enough efforts into this Module yet
Somehow, I manage to pull my mind back in one piece
telling myself,
"U still can change the future"

It feels so frustrated
whenever I don't understand a thing from module answer

I don't seek for high marks,
Just don't want to break the record.
【never resit paper before...】

Perhaps the Facebook apps I added this morning
showing 96% lucks lol
let's believe that it does help me :) thnx~

It feels much better when I first saw the paper
Most of the question I attempt before
has almost the same style with the paper
Thank you Lucks and Blessings
For helping me.

At least I know I am not gonna fail this module :)
Perhaps, not too confidence yet,
but the probability to fail had decreased. =3

Lesson learn: Don't give up, while u still has the chance to change the result... :)

【F】ａ！Ｒｙ【Ｔ】＠ｉＬ

like this :)

就像一场梦...

It just ended, an hour plus ago
Everything I done for it,
the progress, the revision, the exam
All of it, feels just like a nightmare

Yesterday night was the last preparation I did with Kent
I watched Ip Man 2 during dinner lolx
Skype discussion, talkings, arranging points bla bla..
and doubting are we on the right track at the same time
and then lights off at 1:20am

Got some light headache before I went to bed
Rolling on the bed for about half an hour before I fall asleep =.="

Next morning woke up at 6:06am,
trying to do the last revision
It seems that body condition is not so good
ate breakfast
forced myself to read the notes I made for once
and then take couple pills of panadol
sleep for another hour (from 7am to 8:08am)
din really get to sleep fully one hour
because headache is keeping me to fall asleep
had a tough time (but not very tough like gonna die)

Miracle happens,
I feel much better after the short nap
much more confidence to go for exam

After that, I went 雪中送炭,
饥中送饼。。。LoL

And then

3 hours 30 minutes had passed...

The exam ended..
I did what I know
I hope I wont fail
That's it, I will just let it be... :)

Had lunch with friends at one zone

And back to my room writing this post :3

Now there are 3 subjects left
Times are quite pack
I haven done a thing for AIC
AMA was the next,
and everyone keep complaining about AMA
that it is hard,
But I haven got chance to study it previously
Hopefully I can catch up soon.. :)

the Ｆ word that I never use before

ＴＭＤ
现在心情超不爽的啦
特地到图书馆 想说
print 一些 SM notes
电脑又慢到像乌龟酱
就是因为 我特地去图书馆
这才更加火大

ＫＮＮ
下载文件又慢
开启文件也慢
我换了4～5太电脑
全部都是酱
login 的时候都快等傻掉

爱 ＫＩＳＩＡＯ　了
结果现在回到房间
在这里发泄

ｚｚｚｚｚｚ

母亲节快乐

I duno when is it, but i noe is coming or maybe it is today...
oni realise after seeing the posts and comments in facebook =P

mute the music in this video because
I think my musics in the playlist are nicer XP

【D】

look carefully at this picture...it will look back at u, in 5 seconds...4...3...3..3..1...



jz kiding.. :P

Just feel like blogging in morning
whenever i got weird dreams to share
cant help... =P

I did not study till crazy like others
but i still get to dream very often lately

Ppl said human tend to dream while sleeping
when they are feeling stressed over life in day time

But i din hv much stressed over exam
that's how i feel
but i still dream a lot

I almost ＤＲＥＡＭ every night!

~ bro, sis and me... and a stranger
~ competition, rules set by bro
~ the one who get the key 1st will win
~ electric ability, lol

wonder is a good or bad things to happen
for me to have this kind of situation

ppl used to say,
when you are dreaming,
is actually that ur soul left ur body
and brought ur mind to visit other places
is that true? well is interesting to noe that
but this isnt scientifically proved.
:3

I am a ＤＲＥＡＭ boy

hmm I hope I can write this post in both mandarin and english
because I am very bad at describing things
especially when it comes to ＤＲＥＡＭ－kind of stuffs :P

I had a dream last night

I FLEW!! Yes fly, like flying man!



Just like Nathan Petrelli

BUT how I did that was different from the video u saw...
I start with a tiptoe..with one feet
and then I tiptoe hard for second time with the intention to jump
and then I can feel myself floating in the air for few seconds!!

all of sudden my body feel so light..
And I keep swinging/swaying/waving both of my feet
and it gets higher and higher and higher!!

After that, I can fly with just using my mind

I am very bad at describing as I 1st mentioned
but I had try my best to share what I experienced
in the dream :3

Next scene, I arrived in a place...

I came to a.... town... I think it looks like a town
but a bit like utopia-type of town, get wat i mean? (世外桃源)
buildings, sky scrappers but only one or two, not much of them
I think I reached the square(广场) in the town

and..

I saw a river, a giant river in the middle of the square
something like this, but it was 10 times bigger!



but try to imagine it as a river, yes!
water flowing from mountain up ahead!
Scratch that castle in the picture while you imagine :P

and the riverside, I saw a lil waterfall
it looks weird when comes to imagination
but in dream it looks just nice
the disneyland-type of waterfall
smth like this



and scratch those plants away in ur mind...

There are buildings around

but not much buildings as the picture
it tend to look more something like this

but not too much of this oso...

hahaha
hope u get wat I m trying to say

Instead of seeing buildings in the town
I saw more of this



Imagine these type of giant stones or the so-called coral
to be alongside with the road with alongside with the giant river
LOL! (i got this picture from google - a place named Coral castle - florida)

I know, the sentence sounds wrong
I am very bad at this but
I am trying my best :P

Put all the things into one picture
giant river with lil waterfall, one or two buildings/skyscrapper,
giant stones along the way... make everything looks like 世外桃源
den I think you will get what i mean :3

and guess what? I saw a flag!

I recognize that logo!



I am sure you recognize that as well

but smth different with the flag u see in that picture
the cloth wasnt in rectangular shape
It looks something like the cape/cloak he is wearing in this picture

(in this picture - kabara, from law of ueki, one of the bad guy)

Yes, imagine the cape like that
handing on a flagpole and
with a Brazil logo on it...

and is very random,
I just happen to meet my cousins at that place
weird huh?

I didnt manage to explore the place well
because I woke up after that :(

In the dream, what's matter to me is that
I flew...
and flew to such pretty place

hmm, mb someday..
when I visit to Brazil, I will gain the ＦＬＹＩＮＧ－ＡＢＩＬＩＴＹ
lolx

Alright alright, I know is just a dream
readers might think I am crazy
I just want to share... <3 style="text-align: left;">


Alrite for now, study for EXAM !
:3 =3 x3

ps:
those pictures I posted here
are found coincidentally
when I google-ed
【brazil tour attractions】

Tired

I Need...

a place with shades like this...

and with this hammock hanging like this

AND of course not prefer it to be lonely =)

plus little bit more shades from trees...


that's how I would like to enjoy my life...



Exam's fault
made me start dreaming about future
the GOOD
and also the
BAD things...

= )

I had a dream

Hmm a dream, as usual. But this interests me a little
I met someone in the dream.
A totally stranger, a girl
And actually fell in love with the girl
at the first sight, LOL
I cant remember the face well since I woke up
What's left is just a blurr picture of her
Oh wait, somehow, I remember her hair a lil..

I wished I can still remember her face
I wished I can still continue to meet her tonight
I wished I can spend more time talking

Unfortunately,
She got a fatal illness
She got not much time left
I dont know why I would still fall for her (in dream la...)

But, the important thing is
I didnt manage to confess,yet...
haiz...so sad, bad mood... :(





LOL

k la, is just a dream la..
just thought of sharing it
hahaha... :P


I might get more and more weird or funny or interesting dreams
this coming weeks because exam is around the corner...


XD

the so-call-ed revision week...

I've been changing the song in my blog for the past few days. What is this? I got nothing better to do ar? I duno. Really. Distraction, my mind use to think more than usual. Random pictures, scenarios, any random stuffs can be *pop-out from my head whenever I m trying to focus on lecture notes for a 5 seconds (but this is getting better now). Animes, dramas, musics lyrics, videos and even comments left on facebook =.=" Worse thing is, one thoughts connect to the other thoughts. As a result, I end up facebook-ing or youtube-ing songs and videos. Found quite some nice songs to share from time to time, that explain why I've been changing the playlist. =.="

Meditate. It's hard, but I am trying. Thanks tiger :D

I still got long way to go. Not much I had achieved for now. But at least got little bit la ho? The very little bit. =.="

Focus.


and

Goodluck to my friends as well. :D

世界奇观 【Walking on the sky】

世界奇觀 - 天空の鏡

This very Amazing video that I saw recently
on FACEBOOK
It looks so natural, pure, holy and pretty
It is a GOD's creation!
Somehow it reminds me of AVATAR's scene again LOLx

I went and google this place
and it was lucky shot
that I din take very long time to find out the location :D

Salar de Uyuni in Bolivia,
the South America continent :D

It was said in the comments by NETIzen
This wonderful view can only be seen after raining

The reflection of images of sky on from the water
will shows us the heaven

The excitement of 【Walking on the sky】...

Bonjour~ means good morning

bon soir means good afternoon or evening :D

4days 3 night trip in Paris
busy, rushing, hmmm hectic? hope I used the correct word

We arrive Paris in the evening and only get to our hotel almost at night
the arrival not so smoothly, train to hotel got delayed due to accident
A stranger (black lady) approach us and offer to show us
the other route to reach our destination
and of course! We didnt follow her after all
but we checked on the map and follow the route she mentioned by our self

The hotel, 4 star~ lolx
cheap, affordable and quite luxurious compare to the other I had stayed before :D
【Satisfied】is what I can see from everyone's faces XD
strategic place, nearby...
supermarket, train station, restaurant, and one station away from Disneyland XD
but is kinda far from the city center but that doesnt matter :)
Studio type, cooking stove and cooking utensils available
Save up a lot money by making the food ourself
buying some groceries from supermarket nearby
and gaodim our meals :D
but we din get to try the "wo niu" siput.. :(
because the menu of restaurant are all in FRENCH!
not so confidence in ordering food in that way =.="

went to Disneyland! hahahaha my sis is going to be damn jlos of me.. XD
even more jlos if I took a picture with POOH
but there were too many kids que-ing :( so paiseh...

kids' favourite place,
kinda jlos they get to visit such place at their age :(
trees, flowers, gardens, buildings and the decorations...
U feel like u just entered in to fairy-tale-world!!
disney musics everywer,
sound systems are designed well to keep you in the mood
no matter anywhere u go, as long as remain in disneyland
even the birds, dove or duck in there do have nice and pretty feathers
like what we saw in the cartoons...
everyone were so happy seeing the parade, especially kids
running and chasing, following the parade :D

I do enjoy some of the rides
seeing how they put the fairy tale into 'reality'
the used of 3D effect just made everything so real

However, the weather wasnt helping :(
windy and rainy T.T
missed the parade in the evening
but there are still a lot people standing along the trail
holding umbrealla or even wearing raincoat and wait for the parade
and we did too, just that we are a lil bit too late for it

Funny thing happened,
visit the second park - disney studio, where u get to watch 'movies' and stuffs
We thought we entered into "Stitch Live show" thingy..
Mana tahu, it was Mickey Mouse Clubhouse thingy
=.=" the whole studio filled up with kids below the age of 12 with their parents
four of us are the only teenagers... lak seh, and wasted time in there
it was something like what u watch on NTV7 【High Five】
Get what I mean?

The day after visit in Disney..
We went to explore the city center of Paris :D
bad luck, sui~ we din manage to get to the top of eiffel tower
it was a windy day T___T, too strong wind, blame the wind T.T
and when we came down,
access to top floor was opened for visitor =.="

Paid a visit to Mona Lisa
so far away that couldnt take a close look at it..
that's the one and only painting I know about in Lourve Musuem =.="
but one thing I can be sure about
most of the paintings are religious related, Christian or Roman Catholic...etc...

Returning on the April Fool day, that's today,
the day our flight back Bristol,
and also the day I typed this post.. lolx
stupid... double worked, exhausted...
not because we went for lots of visits like we did in previous days
but, we did the same things twice

In the morning, check out from hotel
15~20 minutes walk from hotel to the shopping village
with heavy hand carry luggages
find out there arent any place for us to deposit luggage
who in the world would like to
carry the troublesome luggages and shop?
and another 15~20 minutes walk back to hotel
hoping the receptionist would help us to deposit our luggages
thank god~
and then ANOTHER 15~20 minutes walk to the village again =.="

In the evening, we reached airport kinda early
sitting and waiting for the boarding time
passing through the custom, passport checked
scanning, checking luggages and finally
glad that we were the 1st group that reach the gate
and then...
ANNOUNCEMENT: Mr Kee Shen Lim, Mr.. etc etc..
please come to the counter *bla bla bla...

watdaheck!?! gotta go out through the custom again
get to the flight counter to get us checked in for the flight
but I thought as long as we got the boarding pass we are able to fly?
zzzzz
time left : 40 minutes
can we make in on time?
so much people queing at the arrival custom now
easyjet counter 4? where is it?
horrified, blurr and kan cheong...
easyjet ticket counter only got 1 and 2!!
where the hell is 4?
ask people around, no one seems to know about it
took a wrong way and passed through a gate, wanna turn back BUT!
it was written NO TRESSPASSING
GRRR~ have to take one big round to get back to the place we came from
deng~

and when we find out, it was at somewer near "EXIT 4" (=.=")
time left: 30 minutes + -
got ourself checked in
rush and running back to the departure custom
I wonder did I get a second chopped on my passport lolx
go through the scanning again,
x-raying luggages lolx (I think u know what I mean...) again
finally, ready to be que for boarding
time left: 15 minutes + -
we no longer the 1st group in front of the gate :(
but that's not the main thing
the main thing is, we are all tired of running here and there

what a April fool =.="

the other story...
I felt sorry,
I am such a bad person
loser...selfish...
twice!
an around 60 aged old man fell down on street
I could have at least help him
but that time was too many ppl on street too
so it was understandable
Second time,
a fat lady fell down on the street
right in front of us!!
the child's trolley fell too
I din even step in front to help her!
conscienceless ...
I felt myself such a bad person
I am not a kind person as some ppl think!
I am NOT!!
because at that time,
the first thought come to my mind
is not to help her out,
just stading aside and thinking why all of sudden she fell down?
shocked
and could only stand aside and see

Holiday Mode

Already in the holiday mood
will be visiting PARIS next Monday! :D
but kinda worry because none of us speak FRENCH
well, hopefully I manage learn some simple words
so that it will be useful in the trip

Holiday starts next week, Monday
but it seems a lot people already went for their trip these few days
Italy, Paris, Spain etc etc...
That makes me totally ignored the AMA tutorial class on Friday
the only tutorial class left for me
So, it doesnt really matter hahaha :P

Went to see doctor this morning,
blood pressure seems to be fine
got my hep A injection too
"brilliant, it doesnt even bleed!"
that's what the doctor said. lolx
remind me of Claire Benett - Spontaneously Healing Ability
because I started watch Heroes season 4 last night xP

This evening, laundry time~
damn it!
my UWE hoodie shrunk into kids' size!!
=.=" who wants it? I can sell it already...
anyone? gurls? small kids? XD just kiding...
Is it possible to make the shirt back normal again?
Is there a way to prevent my shirt from shrinking anymore?
I dont want to end up wearing baby shirt on street nxt time =.="

even my pants oso...
haiz, or is it that I am getting fatter? hmmm
I hope not! XDDD

Hwee said it was because of the drying machine
too high temperature that cause the shrinking
luckily it didnt happen to the rest

Shen ar..
Exam will be coming very soon,
after Easter break...
study lo!

REST is what i need...

I shall stop doing it
and prepare for study,
In fact I should already been studying now
Some friends do think is too early,
Some friends do think there shouldnt be any procrastination anymore

Personally, I am agree with that
I cant recall much of the learning since last year September
This shows that I got a lot to catch up
but I hvn really start study yet
but trust me,
I am working on it, lolx
perhaps starting it, bit by bit
den slowly increase to megabyte by megabyte
and very soon will increase to gigabyte by gigabyte.. :P

what i want is concern from ppl around me
not to give u chance to compare and say
my body condition is not as good as urs
:-/

Skype-ed with dad jz now..
He explained a lots of possibilities that I might be facing
Well, he is not a doctor though,
not a doctor with a qualified cert,
but sometimes his words are kinda persuasive
and useful :)

Perhaps he is right,
my choice of meals are not healthy enough
it affect my blood pressure somehow

or maybe over doing exercise at a time
causing injury (internally)

I must be aware nxt time,
what food am I going to stuff into my mouth
what time should I sleep
did I take the amount of water per day correctly

Dad might think about this over and over again tonight
I know it, sry dad...thank you. :-/

Well, those are assumptions from dad
he is not a qualified doctor, lolx
we cant rely too much on the assumptions he made
until I manage to get a test from GP nxt week

如果有一天 我失忆了

An interesting thought come over to my mind
dreamy boy, started to dream what would happen
if I lost my memory someday...

I might find myself woke up in a room,
people around me are wearing whites
and I m laying on the bed
I might wonder who am I

All of sudden
tones and tones of questions came up to my mind
suffering headache and thinking
what kind of world is this
why am I feeling such pain
terrified and totally lost

Is there anyone able to answer my questions


or even more serious case

I might even forgotten how to walk
what are humans
how to eat, shit, sleep...
how to speak, read and understand ppl's talks
blurr and blank in my mind...

***********************************************************************

ei? 我在那里？ 这是哪里？
怎么眼睛都卡不清楚啊？

桌上这个玩意儿是什么？
戴在头上吗？
咦？好像戴在眼睛 看得比较清楚

心里好多疑问
这是什么？那是什么？
怎么四周都怪怪的
好多问号
天啊, 头都快爆了.....!!
救命!!

***********************************************************************

Maybe I wouldn't know I used to behave
I might have new personalities
I might act like a children
everything starts from baby level and
easy to be influenced by people around


what about people around me?
how will they respond to me?
and when they do
how will I respond back to them?


at that time, will I work hard to gain back my memory?
how will I do it, will I ever succeed?
who else will help me achieving it?

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我以前到底是一个怎样的人
我有几个朋友呢？
我的朋友们 怎么认识的呀？
他们样子长得怎样？

我应该寻找去我遗失的记忆吗？
万一, 我找到的以前 是很悲哀的那怎么办？

你是谁？
什么叫做信任？我又可以相信谁?
有点寂寞, 四周都很陌生

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and I might end up,
feeling afraid to find out about the past

unless there is still little pieces of memory stored inside my head
otherwise... ... I will lost myself forever...

I think I will never 'SQUAT' again

Today, is not a good day I guess..
My head feels like almost burst
I tried to reach my limit..20..
Perhaps I did it in the wrong way..
or it is just not suitable for me

and I thought of advises from dad
our neck part do have complicated sensory nerves
and should take good care of it
mb that explains why
I feel like my head going to 'burst'

OR the liquor effect from last night does affect too?
I wonder

it took me almost half an hour to recover a bit
and able to walk home

and when I reached my room
I find myself to be much comfortable to lie down on the floor
feeling much better after resting a little while

But I guess I am alrite now
though still not feeling 100% well yet

and I think I will never ever touch that thing again..
except for other exercises...

I am glad that I am still alive...

:D

YESS I found it..
and I've been playing it for a week already
I manage to found Tales of Destiny
thnx to Seang Foo introducing me great website to download ISO file for ps1
and I manage to configure the emulator nicely

been playing games recently
kinda addicting
but I m still able to control my time
I will still do my homework no matter how
although most of the time I m playing game

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最近好像接触酒精比较多
之前和的只是啤酒
现在喝的有红酒
然后再一点点的烈性酒

刚刚就喝了两杯红酒
两杯vodka (少许 - mixer 比较多)

每次都会变成关公
脸上感觉发热
血液循环速度加快
可以感觉得到“扑通扑通”
至少没以前那么差啦
一杯就倒了 哈哈哈

并不容易

只好这样说
油条 还是与 豆浆 搭配起来比较好
可惜这两样 我都不是
所以 还是选择祝福比较好
可是好像并不容易
偶尔心情会被影响一些些

一句话
幸福就好
:)

Nostalgia...

been searching online
the games i used to play when i was a kid
found pikachu volleyball
hahaha
reminds me always fighting with sister and brothers
used to bully sisters but always lose to brothers
how nostalgic




then,
【Tales of Destiny】 just pop out from my mind too
been playing the game soundtrack
that was the 1st cd game bro borrow from his friend when he was in secondary
I am not a good game player
still a beginner of pc that time
but I noe I like that game
the character, the storyline, the actions, the excitements
jokes we used to talk about the characters among us

trying hard to search for the game through google, baidu...etc
but i just couldnt find it.. T.T
in fact i found a lot
but all required p2p software to download
damn it, uwe just dont allow it!

my brothers manage to make it to the end ...
but i din..
and now i wanted to...

ISO + suitable emulator
that's all I need! then
I can take a good look back into my childhood again

thinking about the past... ... ...

Goodbye Assignments

there goes the last assignment
took us long enough to get it done
hopefully our efforts are paid off with good results
although i dont expect much but please at least give me a pass

ama result out 60+, <65
same with crtp
cant complain, coz din put much effort into it
but with the result i have, satisfied bah
just that fm, 40+, <45 did quite badly
stupid! shud had just copied the whole case into the exam hall!

what's left? exam coming in 2 months time
and then i will finished my degree soon
damn, i tot i just came to uk not long ago??
did i had myself enough good time in uk yet?
coz is going to end soon...

speaking of hving good time
is all about spending pounds as well
sry to make someone disappointed
i dont have confidence in managing my allowances
all of sudden,
i just feel guilty that
i had spent my dad's money more than estimated
couldnt keep it like this any further

During assignment period, no mood go for class 【understandable】
after assignment, no mood go for class too?! 【lazy...】

my table is still as messy as it is before assignment starts
u can find anything on the table
*chewing gums
*biscuits
*cup
*papers
*scissors
*glue
*toilet paper
*toilet paper (used up)
*chocolate
*receipts for groceries
*notes and coins
*empty pringles can
bla bla bla bla...
coz i just want to make myself easy
able to reach for anything conveniently :P

not motivated to tidy up yet.. zzzz

went london on saturday,
companion: elbert, szehwee, becks, juan, me
it was really cold
din expect it to be colder than bristol

get to see how the pros take photos with dslr
get to noe lil bit more about dslr, jz a lil bit
get to noe that,
【london bridge】is just an ordinary bridge, nothing special
NOT the one with two big tall tower thingy de bridge
the one tall tall and big big, is called 【tower bridge】!

and, and, someone...burberry..woohoo lolx

And the trip cost me quite some money as well
is consider quite expensive for a 2day 1 night trip
but i guess we do enjoyed the trip
looking forward for another trip?
i dont think so except paris
unless natwest is giving damn high interests

I realized, I am being "3-minute heat" over things easily
some plans that I had for some people few weeks ago
hasnt start 'executing' the 'project' yet
even some target I had set for myself
procrastinations...bad habits, i know!
but...*excuses *excuses and *excuses...sigh

end up with this thinking
不怕慢 只怕站
will still get it done at the end...

ps: i know how to recognize most of 'katakana' words :D

岁月流逝

～。～。～。～。～。～。～。～。～。～。～。～。～。～。～。～。～

新年 虎年 又长大了一年
周围 环境 经历许多改变
身边 朋友 似乎更加成熟
而我 好像 没有什么增长
感觉 就像 接力赛离远了
也许 我该 偶尔换个角度
观察 看待 周围事情事物
推测 判断 做出最佳选择
这样 才会 看来比较成熟

【现】在 加油!!
:D

～。～。～。～。～。～。～。～。～。～。～。～。～。～。～。～。～

Taiyou no Uta - 太阳之歌

雨音 薰 (Amane Kaoru), 六岁就换上了疾病, 【Xeroderma Pigmentosum (XP)】, 就是皮肤对紫外线敏感, 接触阳光会造成脑部细胞损坏、皮肤出现异状等等……因此, 从小就没什么朋友, 就只有一为幼稚园最要好的朋友。因为XP病的关系, 无法像正常人的生活, 只有晚上才可以到外活动 而且必须在太阳上山之前到家...

带着吉他, 当街头LIVE演艺人...歌声动人, 作曲方面又有才华....十六岁时, 认识了一位男生, 第一位男友...

男友的鼓励, 给她最好的推动力, 实现自己的梦想, 就是发行专属的DEBUT CD...首张专辑...不幸的, XP疾病越来越严重, 脑部开始出现收缩现象, 导致手无法灵活的弹吉他了...但是，在她离开人世之前, 她靠着她的歌声，总算来得及为她身边的人, 留下了她的美妙的歌声...Goodbye days...【现在播出...】






片中...【薰终于达成了愿望, 大家都听着 她很努力、唱得最好的一首歌...】





感人电影----强烈推荐 :D

Goodbye Days - Yui (Amane Kaoru)

Dakara ima a i ni yuku
So kimetanda
POKETTO no kono kyoku wo
Kimi ni kika se ta i
Sotto VOLUME wo agete
Tashikamete mita yo
oh Good-bye days ima
Kawaru ki ga suru
Kinou made ni so long
Ka koyo ku nai yasashi sa ga so bani ya ru kara
~with you

Katahou no EARPHONE wo
Kimi ni watasu
Yukkuri to nagarekomu
Kono shun ka n
Umaku aisete imasu ka?
Tama ni mayou kedo
oh Good-bye days ima
Kawari hajimeta mune no oku allright
Kakkoyoku nai yasashi sa ga soba ni aru kara
~with you

Dekireba kanashii
Omo i nante shitaku nai
Demo yatte kuru desho?
Sono toki ega o de
Yeah hello!! my friend nante sa
I e ta nara ii no ni...
Onaji u tawo kuchizusamu toki
Soba ni ite I wish
Kakoyoku nai yasashi sa ni
Aete yokatayo
...Good-bye days

现在就去与你见面
就这样决定吧
这首我作的曲
想给你听听

慢慢把volume推上
值到调较到最合意为止

oh good-bye days 现在
将会改变
昨日已经 so long
但你给的温柔仍然伴随着我
~ with you

脱下一片earphones 给你
就在这瞬间音乐开始奏起

我可以去爱你吗?
有时都会迷惑起来

oh good bye days 现在
要开始改变了 但在我心中 alright
因为我拥有你给的温柔伴随一起呢
~ with you

如果可以
我不想再有悲伤的回忆
不过悲伤总是难免的吧?
到那时候面带笑容 yeah hello my friend之类的
有话就说出来好了

当唱着同样的歌时
都想继续与你在一起 i wish
很感激能够得到你的温柔和与你相遇
.... good-bye days

WEIRD 【dream】 LOL

tired day, tried to wake up as early as I could
coz I dun wanna missed the gym

took a nap in the afternoon,
and I had a weird but funny 【ＤＲＥＡＭ】
!!LOL!!

～。～。～。～。～。ー　梦　ー～。～。～。～。～。～

I couldnt recall what happen in the beginning
I was running from nowhere
On a street I can say, at night
with two of my fren I guess?
Familiar faces, but cant recall their names
they were taking the lead

and while running down the streets,
passing by houses and run in to alleyways (小巷)

Not long after that I saw
a white gorilla sitting on the side of the path

It was dark but I can confirm is gorilla,
coz is WHITE! LOL.
is weird that I am not seeing any stray cats or dogs in the path
but a WHITE GORILLA =.="

While running pass it, I was hungry,
and I took out a chocolate bar to eat
I think that white creature saw it
and start chasing after me, damn it

What can I do?
I had jz unsealed the chocolate bar
and the next seconds that white thing is chasing me!
haven even got a bite of it and
I straight away throw the chocolate bar far behind
but the white thing just continue to chase me ignoring the chocolate.
damn it!

I keep running, and I reached home! (Jenjarom)
everyone was sleeping,
the white thing followed me in,
and hide underneath the sofa in living room

I ran to the back, looking for something to chase it away
and I found a stick!
(the stick that my dad use it to scratch his back - i tin u noe what i mean)

out from nowhere, it found a stick too when I
trying to use the stick to poke the WHITE fluffy creature
my hands are longer as I can reach it, it cant reached me
I poke it hard, when it poke back,
is obvious that it cant even reach me
but I can still feel that I am being poke,
damn! ticklish!! LOL!!

～。～。～。～。～。ー　梦　ー～。～。～。～。～。～

o(＞メ＜)O
"cross sword-ing with a WHITE fluffy GORILLA"
in my house...


I wonder what does that means


weird but funny 【dream】
Just wanna share it here..

O(>w<)o

也许

也许

我就是這樣 一副扑克的模样
或許没人看得惯 不懂我到底在想什
我就是這樣 一副无聊的模样
没有自己的信仰 没有自己的风格

梦

都好一段时间没和家人skype了
就在前几天 和爸爸还有妹妹 谈了一下下
因为时间很难配合 当时已经是睡觉时间了
而爸爸不太喜欢迟睡 时常唠叨说：“早点睡啊！”
所以他当然要做个好榜样

那么久没谈话了
skype时 好像不知道该说些什么
爸爸也是老样子 问/说:"
那边还下雪吗？
几时考试？
上一回考试成绩出了？
你要放松读书啊
三哥有和你谈些什么吗？(他指的是msn或skype之类的)

大概想问我三哥的事
其实我一知道 他并没有像我提起
也许他不要让我担心？

不过这一次爸爸好像问了
有梦到些什么吗？
好奇怪
笑嘻嘻地 开玩笑随口问问吧了啦

妈妈那时应该已经睡着了

×××××××××××××××××××××

今天，星期四 - 晴
是我一个星期内唯一不用上课的一天
今早 到了 健身房 运动下下 累了
下午时 都在看日剧 - samurai high school (感人结局)
戏剧里传达了许多的 讯息 教训
非常值得学习 就好象最进网上热传着的
【霋時感動】 - TVB 里头的讯息

看完了日剧 大结局了
争相发奋图强的开工时
眼睛困了 硬ㄍ一ㄣ了下下
没办法 还是睡一觉
醒来时办事比较有效率

～0～0～0～0～0～0～0～0～0～0～0～0～0～0～0～

～×～梦～×～
我在一个
离家很远的地方
某某地方 念书

接到消息说
家人要过来探望我了
开心得不得了！！

跑到车站准备接他们

真的 就 出现在我眼前
全部人都在
爸、妈、大哥、三个、妹
都在
笑嘻嘻地 下车了

“怎么了？”
“嘿，你们看……有人的眼眶湿了”
“要哭咯？”

还没来得及回应说
“是啦，哭了啦……”

～×～梦～×～

晚餐时间到了
朋友们已经在厨房忙着
也叫我起床了

～0～0～0～0～0～0～0～0～0～0～0～0～0～0～0～

又想家了

祝 家人

身体健康
事事顺心
平平安安

TIME OUT - 想到什么 就写什么

(a) There is a 'gap' before next assignment period comes. I guess I had enjoyed myself quite well since 4th FEB had passed. It's been a long time I missed my time for gym, lolx but my weight seems to be maintained between 71~73kg. I manage to went for it yesterday, just that I get tired easily on treadmill. I bought a MP3 player~ youhoo...Like it so much, would like it more to be (1) black or (2)dark purple or (3)white. Unfortunately, John Lewis dont hv the 1st and 2nd color, only got white, damn sharp color. Dont really want it to be sharp though, but the other colors left are lime green and pink O.O. Because one of my fren owned the green one already and it will look awful for me to wear a pink mp3 in GYM =.=" and as I owez wished, all the songs in the player are Jap&Kor, my favorites songs...bigbang...fullmetal alchemist etc etc.

(b) During assignment period, been struggled to stay in focus. But couldn't resist the attraction from Facebook! Even though I had reached the MOST UPDATE STATUS in Facebook already. Just keep login for nothing! And I asked my bro to help me hold the accounts for me, password changed, but the thing is I m not yet restricted to Facebook, I still got more more more accounts in facebook. Those that I had abandoned for years, now all active back again, I am hopeless. But nothing much I can do with those boring accounts too. And I end up signing up for WRETCH, looking at lenglui lengzai pictures. Looking at Taiwan fashion stuffs, but I m not improving in Fashion tastes...mb.."yet"?

I manage to get my job done on time somehow. nanto kana ru~ (asakura yoh from shaman king). It simply means it will work out somehow 船到桥头自然直. :D but of course I still need to put in my efforts.

(c) I enjoyed myself very much watching GUESS GUESS GUESS!! 吴宗宪 make me LMAO! But I know I cant laugh as loud as I wanted since the wall in Carroll Court are NOT THICK! Chasing after drama is my current lifestyles. Samurai High School - JAP (recommend by irene). IRIS - KOR (recommend by xinchan). Funny for jap and kancheong for kor. Great drama for me. Heard that quite a lot good drama coming from TVB soon!

(d) My room still full with chocolates! lolx someone want to help me eat eat? I am eating the chocolates at a very slow pace. But pimples are coming out!

(e) Drumsticks bought since December last year are still frozen in the fridge till now. But I am working hard on eating it. :P Bare in mind that, now already February. lolx but I guess of it is frozen, sud be alrite. :P

(f) Tried to make pan mee by myself. 4th attempt!! With some advise from Jedwind, I manage to made the dough nicely. I am getting better at this! But, I m still lacking skills in tearing it into small and thin pieces. And it turns out to be quite thick. :( but it taste great when I put some anchovies (江鱼仔) bought from msia. But it's finishing soon :(

(g) Bought a Mirror Block gold in color, from eBay! :D it took me one night to find out the most effective way to solve it. Of course the most effective way is for me, but is not the most effective way for the Pros'. :P

(h) Chinese New Year is coming, Valentine's day as well. I missed pineapple cookies made by mum so much!!! T.T Downloaded some new year songs, to make me feels that I m home for CNY. Although, like Namewee said in his video, the lyrics are mostly the same, but the songs I am listening to is more modern, by MyAstro and 988! lolx Raining seasons in Malaysia had already over I suppose? It must be getting hot and hotter since CNY is approaching. Missed the time I spent vf frens back there, 到处跑跑 拜年.~ meena-san, genki des ka? watashimo genki des! Happy Chinese New Year to beloved Family and dear frens 10800km away from me. T^T

and

Happy Valentine's Day...to... 【U】!!

(i) I din really limit myself in spending, just bought what I wanted to eat. But I am not earning for pounds also, perhaps I should save some more money since I am not earning. I should start to set a limit for myself. Alright then, groceries for a month, only 150 pounds! is tat possible??

(j) Spring is coming! or maybe is already here, I dont really know how to confirm its officially presences. lolx But I can see that the temperatures are increasing, lowest ave 3~4 at night, highest 8~10 day time. It's out of my expectation, I tot it will be snowing in uk for CNY where in msia will be hot like hell. But of course I like the weather now for CNY. :D

(k) I am getting outdated with C-pop, J-pop, K-pop. Assignments' faults. But I am quite lazy to update myself too. lolx..k la, is my fault den. Coz watching drama drains up most of my free time already. :P

【1st Time】 の experience. . . 《下》

Yesterday night was a blurr night
struggling with the stupid cd
trying to burn the disk for assignment
but it dont even budge!

I was wondering
stupid disk? stupid laptop?
or stupid me?!?!
I duno!

I keep trying and trying
and then
OH SHIT!!
the cd stuck in the cd room!?!?!
GG-ness..how HOW?
i even use the ruler trying to get that thing out

I been trying it till 1am
and I gave up and sleep.
leaving the assignment not yet "burn"
and slept

The next morning I got up
feels like yesterday was nightmare..
got this strong feeling the cd is no longer in the cd-rom

and then I only realise that
REALLY!!!
there isnt anything inside
watda heck I am doing last night??

sze hwee pass me 5 cd to try out
and I woke up checking
all 5 disks are on my table.!!
grrr...side effect from not enough sleep earlier~
damn blurr~ @.@

ps: 吴宗宪 make me LMAO!!

another 【1st Time】 の experience. . .

It's true that, everyone
is going to have lots of
【1st time】の experience
in life

Opening ur eyes for 26 hours + -
staring at computer screen
from 10:30pm to 10:00am

I was able to sit still for the 1st 8 hours
got this "amazing" feelings
after that golden 8 hours...
Amazing-ly SUCKS の feelings..

I already started fishing
looking at the website articles
but I m actually out of the space!
mind are thinking some other random stuffs
so hard to stay F-O-C-U-S

I even tried play O2mania
to keep my eye open
it workED!! for the first 15 minutes =.="
but better than nothing

And my piece of work
虎头蛇尾
the ending was mostly out of topic
BUT!! I still got tonight to edit it..
:P

I m proud that I manage to stay "alive"
through out the Night~
:D

But I feel that,
my experience was nothing
comparing it to the
architecture student and The One Academy student
you guys are "pro"!!
I know my experience
is just 雕虫小技 for u all

well well,
at least my efforts are paid off
I am now 90% done with the assignment

If consider using the word counts limit to judge

XD

went back to room earlier than Sze Hwee and Elbert
Apparently, I am not in the condition of attending classes
Sze Hwee and Elbert plan to go "Fishpond" later in the afternoon
to collect some parcels at the post office
I thought of going too because I got letters to collect as well

I wonder who is the senders...

while waiting for them
I fall asleep on bed...【ＤＥＡＤ】
I dont even realise that
Sze Hwee actually came into my room
and took my post cards - to help me collect letters
and she even leave a post notes!
appreciate it!! :D
because I was really "dead" that time

so they went Fishpond (is a name of a place)
but they were not able to collect it for me
because it requires some Identification O.O

this make me even want to know more about that letter!!

And now, is 6 pm already..
I am awake and writing post.. lolx
in another hour time
going to have dinner soon


but mb I can start editting my work again now...
perhaps the others are still sleeping
after "BaTtl!ng" "sParR!ng" with SM last night
not so early to have dinner I guess..


ROAR!! SM!! 今晚就把你给 "看" 掉 (kan)

PS: its been a while
I din login to Facebook
my main account
I had asked bro to
change the password

shhhh..tiger..keep this secret k?