宪のDREAMLAND 【13】

I dream of her again. I saw her in the same workplace with me. I saw her drawing using PC. She was still very good in that. I approach her, but the way I started the conversation... (dude, it shouldn't be that way) ! I am glad that she is not resisting me. I only got courage to hug her in the dream.



I realize that recently, she had back to Msia. But I had really no idea on how to bring myself to her. I can feel like I am being avoided/hated/ignored. Alarm woke me up before I could find this out in the dream.



A friend of mine asked me,

"what is the saddest thing that could possibly happen after you confess to a girl?"
"it's when the girl turn around and tell you, don't come for me, go find a better girl "


I told him,
"that's is a bad situation, but..."

"if I really love her...perhaps that couldn't be the worst situation yet..."

"the worst situation is that the girl is resisting from you, ignoring you, and you are not able to get any updates from her at all"

"If she don't accept me, that's fine, but I beg please don't left me out"


I have not even got the chance to confess. But I blame myself for my stupidness. Because I am stupid, I had missed out the opportunities.