Holiday Mode

Already in the holiday mood
will be visiting PARIS next Monday! :D
but kinda worry because none of us speak FRENCH
well, hopefully I manage learn some simple words
so that it will be useful in the trip

Holiday starts next week, Monday
but it seems a lot people already went for their trip these few days
Italy, Paris, Spain etc etc...
That makes me totally ignored the AMA tutorial class on Friday
the only tutorial class left for me
So, it doesnt really matter hahaha :P

Went to see doctor this morning,
blood pressure seems to be fine
got my hep A injection too
"brilliant, it doesnt even bleed!"
that's what the doctor said. lolx
remind me of Claire Benett - Spontaneously Healing Ability
because I started watch Heroes season 4 last night xP

This evening, laundry time~
damn it!
my UWE hoodie shrunk into kids' size!!
=.=" who wants it? I can sell it already...
anyone? gurls? small kids? XD just kiding...
Is it possible to make the shirt back normal again?
Is there a way to prevent my shirt from shrinking anymore?
I dont want to end up wearing baby shirt on street nxt time =.="

even my pants oso...
haiz, or is it that I am getting fatter? hmmm
I hope not! XDDD

Hwee said it was because of the drying machine
too high temperature that cause the shrinking
luckily it didnt happen to the rest

Shen ar..
Exam will be coming very soon,
after Easter break...
study lo!

REST is what i need...

I shall stop doing it
and prepare for study,
In fact I should already been studying now
Some friends do think is too early,
Some friends do think there shouldnt be any procrastination anymore

Personally, I am agree with that
I cant recall much of the learning since last year September
This shows that I got a lot to catch up
but I hvn really start study yet
but trust me,
I am working on it, lolx
perhaps starting it, bit by bit
den slowly increase to megabyte by megabyte
and very soon will increase to gigabyte by gigabyte.. :P

what i want is concern from ppl around me
not to give u chance to compare and say
my body condition is not as good as urs
:-/

Skype-ed with dad jz now..
He explained a lots of possibilities that I might be facing
Well, he is not a doctor though,
not a doctor with a qualified cert,
but sometimes his words are kinda persuasive
and useful :)

Perhaps he is right,
my choice of meals are not healthy enough
it affect my blood pressure somehow

or maybe over doing exercise at a time
causing injury (internally)

I must be aware nxt time,
what food am I going to stuff into my mouth
what time should I sleep
did I take the amount of water per day correctly

Dad might think about this over and over again tonight
I know it, sry dad...thank you. :-/

Well, those are assumptions from dad
he is not a qualified doctor, lolx
we cant rely too much on the assumptions he made
until I manage to get a test from GP nxt week

如果有一天 我失忆了

An interesting thought come over to my mind
dreamy boy, started to dream what would happen
if I lost my memory someday...

I might find myself woke up in a room,
people around me are wearing whites
and I m laying on the bed
I might wonder who am I

All of sudden
tones and tones of questions came up to my mind
suffering headache and thinking
what kind of world is this
why am I feeling such pain
terrified and totally lost

Is there anyone able to answer my questions


or even more serious case

I might even forgotten how to walk
what are humans
how to eat, shit, sleep...
how to speak, read and understand ppl's talks
blurr and blank in my mind...

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ei? 我在那里？ 这是哪里？
怎么眼睛都卡不清楚啊？

桌上这个玩意儿是什么？
戴在头上吗？
咦？好像戴在眼睛 看得比较清楚

心里好多疑问
这是什么？那是什么？
怎么四周都怪怪的
好多问号
天啊, 头都快爆了.....!!
救命!!

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Maybe I wouldn't know I used to behave
I might have new personalities
I might act like a children
everything starts from baby level and
easy to be influenced by people around


what about people around me?
how will they respond to me?
and when they do
how will I respond back to them?


at that time, will I work hard to gain back my memory?
how will I do it, will I ever succeed?
who else will help me achieving it?

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我以前到底是一个怎样的人
我有几个朋友呢？
我的朋友们 怎么认识的呀？
他们样子长得怎样？

我应该寻找去我遗失的记忆吗？
万一, 我找到的以前 是很悲哀的那怎么办？

你是谁？
什么叫做信任？我又可以相信谁?
有点寂寞, 四周都很陌生

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and I might end up,
feeling afraid to find out about the past

unless there is still little pieces of memory stored inside my head
otherwise... ... I will lost myself forever...

I think I will never 'SQUAT' again

Today, is not a good day I guess..
My head feels like almost burst
I tried to reach my limit..20..
Perhaps I did it in the wrong way..
or it is just not suitable for me

and I thought of advises from dad
our neck part do have complicated sensory nerves
and should take good care of it
mb that explains why
I feel like my head going to 'burst'

OR the liquor effect from last night does affect too?
I wonder

it took me almost half an hour to recover a bit
and able to walk home

and when I reached my room
I find myself to be much comfortable to lie down on the floor
feeling much better after resting a little while

But I guess I am alrite now
though still not feeling 100% well yet

and I think I will never ever touch that thing again..
except for other exercises...

I am glad that I am still alive...

:D

YESS I found it..
and I've been playing it for a week already
I manage to found Tales of Destiny
thnx to Seang Foo introducing me great website to download ISO file for ps1
and I manage to configure the emulator nicely

been playing games recently
kinda addicting
but I m still able to control my time
I will still do my homework no matter how
although most of the time I m playing game

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最近好像接触酒精比较多
之前和的只是啤酒
现在喝的有红酒
然后再一点点的烈性酒

刚刚就喝了两杯红酒
两杯vodka (少许 - mixer 比较多)

每次都会变成关公
脸上感觉发热
血液循环速度加快
可以感觉得到“扑通扑通”
至少没以前那么差啦
一杯就倒了 哈哈哈

并不容易

只好这样说
油条 还是与 豆浆 搭配起来比较好
可惜这两样 我都不是
所以 还是选择祝福比较好
可是好像并不容易
偶尔心情会被影响一些些

一句话
幸福就好
:)

Nostalgia...

been searching online
the games i used to play when i was a kid
found pikachu volleyball
hahaha
reminds me always fighting with sister and brothers
used to bully sisters but always lose to brothers
how nostalgic




then,
【Tales of Destiny】 just pop out from my mind too
been playing the game soundtrack
that was the 1st cd game bro borrow from his friend when he was in secondary
I am not a good game player
still a beginner of pc that time
but I noe I like that game
the character, the storyline, the actions, the excitements
jokes we used to talk about the characters among us

trying hard to search for the game through google, baidu...etc
but i just couldnt find it.. T.T
in fact i found a lot
but all required p2p software to download
damn it, uwe just dont allow it!

my brothers manage to make it to the end ...
but i din..
and now i wanted to...

ISO + suitable emulator
that's all I need! then
I can take a good look back into my childhood again

thinking about the past... ... ...

Goodbye Assignments

there goes the last assignment
took us long enough to get it done
hopefully our efforts are paid off with good results
although i dont expect much but please at least give me a pass

ama result out 60+, <65
same with crtp
cant complain, coz din put much effort into it
but with the result i have, satisfied bah
just that fm, 40+, <45 did quite badly
stupid! shud had just copied the whole case into the exam hall!

what's left? exam coming in 2 months time
and then i will finished my degree soon
damn, i tot i just came to uk not long ago??
did i had myself enough good time in uk yet?
coz is going to end soon...

speaking of hving good time
is all about spending pounds as well
sry to make someone disappointed
i dont have confidence in managing my allowances
all of sudden,
i just feel guilty that
i had spent my dad's money more than estimated
couldnt keep it like this any further

During assignment period, no mood go for class 【understandable】
after assignment, no mood go for class too?! 【lazy...】

my table is still as messy as it is before assignment starts
u can find anything on the table
*chewing gums
*biscuits
*cup
*papers
*scissors
*glue
*toilet paper
*toilet paper (used up)
*chocolate
*receipts for groceries
*notes and coins
*empty pringles can
bla bla bla bla...
coz i just want to make myself easy
able to reach for anything conveniently :P

not motivated to tidy up yet.. zzzz

went london on saturday,
companion: elbert, szehwee, becks, juan, me
it was really cold
din expect it to be colder than bristol

get to see how the pros take photos with dslr
get to noe lil bit more about dslr, jz a lil bit
get to noe that,
【london bridge】is just an ordinary bridge, nothing special
NOT the one with two big tall tower thingy de bridge
the one tall tall and big big, is called 【tower bridge】!

and, and, someone...burberry..woohoo lolx

And the trip cost me quite some money as well
is consider quite expensive for a 2day 1 night trip
but i guess we do enjoyed the trip
looking forward for another trip?
i dont think so except paris
unless natwest is giving damn high interests

I realized, I am being "3-minute heat" over things easily
some plans that I had for some people few weeks ago
hasnt start 'executing' the 'project' yet
even some target I had set for myself
procrastinations...bad habits, i know!
but...*excuses *excuses and *excuses...sigh

end up with this thinking
不怕慢 只怕站
will still get it done at the end...

ps: i know how to recognize most of 'katakana' words :D